i am such a big baby! god knows why i am like this, always like to make a big fuss over a small little thing. bin's really nice and i just keep expecting for more. i guess it happens, always that way. maybe it is because when you are too close to someone, you expect more to happen, like more concern, more fuss over you, more this and more that. girls are really pure irritating. now i understand why guys are so poor thing. cos ninety nine percent of the time they got to guess what their girly darlings are thinking about and no matter how hard they try, guys are still guys, they still don't understand what a girl really wants. we are just fickle minded creatures, wanting more than we are offered. the heart to heart talks with the c.h. guys really make me understand my other half better. but somehow, there is just this inner devil in me that craves for more. bottom line: I'm evil. top line: i just love my darling.