Forbidden City. fantastic. we love it. so much better than caberet. next, Giselle.
anyways, i'm still feeling damn weak. cos of diarrhoea. god knows what crap i ate.
shall not write more.
some photos:
Dolphin Lagoon
Marrakesh Moroccan Lounge & Bar @ Clarke Quay
went there 2 days ago to chill out and have supper. and so happen to meet a common friend of ours, rachel, who works as 1 of the assistant producers in tcs. they were filming some stuff called night walk and Marrakesh is one of the place that they are going to feature.
that's us. after our Marrakesh Special and Chocolate Martini.
muacks
♥ adeL darling
the apples, dinner and a little bit of lunch.
i felt terrible.
headache, heart burn, stomachache.
was miserable.
but good now.
♥ adeL darling
i was just telling him that i love exotic roses, not like the typical red or blue ones, my fave are the black(Blood) ones =) so... he got me purple and black. Muacks!
Thanks dear!
♥ adeL darling
seriously.
after all the hurtful things that i have said and done to you, you are still with me! and when i thought you were leaving me, i knew that i love you more than i thought i would. dear dear ah dear dear... muacks!
♥ adeL darling
is he happy?
so, i did not have my fateful supper that day.
we quarrel all the time, ok, maybe bicker. we have sweet times. times when we think of the stuff that we did together when we were young [not that we are that old now] makes us smile ear to ear. the feeling that that someone will be there for me no matter what is good. i had thoughts of growing old with this boy. a boy when i knew him and still a boy after all these years. he never grows up in my heart. how i wished we were still living in the good old times when you were still schooling. i think i just can't get off the fact that you can no longer be with me 24/7 cos of work commitments. and i know you will say "i am always here for you dear". it is different when you say it and when you are physically here with me. i am demanding, unreasonable and a total piggified idiot at times. and i know it. i know my temper. my 10-minute "do whatever you want k!" answer. but through all that crap that you got to take from me, you still shower me with your unconditional love. i could never understand why you can give in to me. i love your magnanimous heart. how i wished i had a teeny weeny bit of yours.
to make me a better person.
do you think we will grow old together?
do you, the boy of my dreams, think we will still hold hands and stroll by the beach when we are both old and saggy?
do you think we have what it takes to make us last forever?
do you love me?
i DO =)
♥ adeL darling
prays hard.
even though i have had my 3 meals for the day.
i want more.
♥ adeL darling
yesterday.
finally met up with the tai-tais and this time, with full attendance of all the boys too. heh. lokman, kenji, gerald and bin were all present. i love the girls and of course the boy, or should i say the boys toO =) and to lokman aka lormee, i Love ur chicken wraps. open a stall next time k, i will be your faithful customer. heh.
cheers to us and our other halfs.
dear dear came over to my place after meeting up with his clients in chinatown and he bought my fav "guo tek" aka fried dumplings. yummy! haaaha. 16 pieces. haa. i'm greedy. just in case you were wondering, i did not eat all. i share. and he kept by me the whole day. i just like it. the companionship. when i was doing my assignment, he was sleeping. when i read the papers, he surfs the net and helps my mummy with stuffs. i smile at him and he smiles back. just simple things, simple company.
just happiness without words.
♥ adeL darling
♥ adeL darling
went to the dentist this morning with bin cos of my dumb swollen ulcers and i did an x-ray. cost me a freaking HUNDRED bucks k! oh man... i can feel a big hole in my pocket. more than half of my last pay from school is gone. goodness. i spend too much. on musicals, choir ensemble, dance ensembles. i should stop. anyways, got 3 more to go =) yun's dance ensemble, forbidden city & Giselle. yay. will stop here for now till i master the skill to print money the way MAS does it.
so back to the dental visit. the dentist that i have been visiting for years since JC times showed me the x-ray and said that my wisdom teeth on the left side has grown out and is in a weird position. so he suggested surgery for the bottom tooth and extraction for the top one. and i was like
"can i just leave it like it is?"
doc: yes, you can, just that it will rot if food gets stuck between the wisdom tooth and the last molar.
me: how about extracting all 4 so that i will not suffer the pain twice and have same number on each side.
doc: not advisable. anyways, the 2 teeth on the right side is not out yet.
thanks doc,this what i need to know. i'm still considering. haa.
me scared pain.
♥ adeL darling
thanks for putting up with me.
i *heart* you!
♥ adeL darling
♥ adeL darling
and a little disappointment today. someone called from home and i requested for lunch at about 1.50pm. and the answer was "huh, but i got sp at 3pm, will get supper for you tonight." the point is that i am not really interested in food. i was wondering whether it is even possible to come down to my place and check on me. if you still don't get it, it's the THOUGHT. yes, and i know you have one hour to get to town, don't see why you can't pop by, it is not as though i live at tampines or sengkang or boonlay.
expectations KiLL.
anyways, went for dance blast with yunwei and bin cos both of their friends were performing. quite alright. i like velvet the most. too much of the gang fight themes made blast a little boring. then went for supper at tiong bahru market.
♥ adeL darling
on our way to Casuarina for our 2nd dinner and josh's first...
dad asked: what do u intend to do after u graduate next year?
me: i want to work overseas.
dad: what not where.
josh: u are not answering his question.
me: i know. i don't know.
depressing. this is what life is. it creeps up to you slowly as you age, troubling you with earthly norms and expectations that you have to meet and fulfil.
i have not done anything worth mentioning this entire week. once again, my life is ebbing away like when i was in JC. i think i am losing it. i am tired of studying. 4 years is too long. tired of meeting and talking to superficial people. SF was telling me over lunch that "everybody is going to be nice to you as long as your interests do not conflict". how true.
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anyways,
some photos...
SAF's Open House [3rd Sept]
dear dear was telling me that the parachuters look like bird shit. haa.
so he was once a bird shit.
Labrador Park [6th Sept]
darling drove me there so that i can fulfil my site visit requirement for a module, Natural Heritage of Singapore, about floral and fauna. but it was so freaking warm and sunny that i gave up after 30 minutes. will visit it again another day.
at one of the look outs.
THANKS dear!
♥ adeL darling
morning. bel broke the antenna portion of our wireless router in the middle of the night cos she claimed that she couldn't see the router, so brought it to international biz park for repair.
afternoon. went to sentosa with bel and biN for a tan and some cycling and bladding. it was biN's company outing but we hitched a ride from him and enjoyed ourselves there.
saturday
afternoon. went for RSAF's open house. all thanks to biN! i love the air show! the F-16s, the apache, the chinnooks... hehe. will put the pictures up when biN send them to me =)
evening. went to Menotti at Raffles City for some italian cuisine with biN's friends. jeremy's leaving for London for a 4 months course. denise is so going to miss him. i can understand that feeling totally so we gave them a free lesson on webcaming and Skyping. haaaha.
today
afternoon. stucked in a jam for 2 hours while on our way to expo. told biN not to drive. could have saved time by taking a train. by the time we got there, we were so hungry and tired. only took a short 30 minutes walk, bought a cheapo mouse and left the disgusting squeezy place. not worth going in my opinion.
evening. we met mum, dad and bel at ChongQing Hot pot at Tanglin S.C. dear dear wanted to eat so i actually changed the original place for dinner to his liking. goodness. supposed to have something italian again so that josh would follow but, haiz. next time k bro. sorry. i am a horrible sister. i promise tha this will not happen again. anyways, i think he's mad at me. but he'll be alright soon =)
anyways, i'm damn full now. heh. mum and dad think that it's not that fantastic. should have gone italian instead. what's done is done. next time then.
♥ adeL darling
