ohh... how am i going to tell mom tt i wanna to go bintan? somebody teach me :/
♥ adeL darling
Thursday, November 24, 2005Y
i want to be the kind of kid who is all smart and pretty, with love showered over me all the time, like those fairytale rich kiddos or the rich kids who live in oxley road here.
i suck at exams. i'm a big so-not-intelligent-sucker.
i am never going to bid for a module that has 100 MCQs for final exam. it was a killer. i experienced it today, Myself.
♥ adeL darling
Friday, November 18, 2005Y
first paper today. as usual, i am always fighting against time. did only 3 questions. supposed to do 4. lost 25 marks. "time management my dear" biN always says that. it's not that i do not want to. i just can't help it. all's well. i will wait and see. 2 more weeks, less than 14 days & i'll be Liberated!
p.s. biN wants to bring me out on a holiday... maybe bintan, bali, krabi... :) i only got 3 days to spare before i start my intern, make it quick!
♥ adeL darling
Thursday, November 03, 2005Y
i miss ying, my cousin. jus out of a sudden. god knows why, He knows =) i am childish all along. time for ME to grow up, wake up from my "i-hate-education" mentality. i love my parents, my friends and of course bin too. i just need to understand what these pple who are so dear to me think so that i know what i can do for them. i kept thinking of myself, about how much i am unhappy about this and that but they kept thinking of me, keeping a lookout for me. i need to open my big eyes, open my heart. yes, i got to learn to be Gracious, receptive, and keep an open mind. Thank you girL.
♥ adeL darling
Tuesday, November 01, 2005Y
the thought of it coming scares the shit out of me but i don't seem to want to do anything about it. i am working on a hardworking image now - trying to dress like a geek first den maybe hopefully i will start to function like one.