i miss ying, my cousin. jus out of a sudden. god knows why, He knows =) i am childish all along. time for ME to grow up, wake up from my "i-hate-education" mentality. i love my parents, my friends and of course bin too. i just need to understand what these pple who are so dear to me think so that i know what i can do for them. i kept thinking of myself, about how much i am unhappy about this and that but they kept thinking of me, keeping a lookout for me. i need to open my big eyes, open my heart. yes, i got to learn to be Gracious, receptive, and keep an open mind. Thank you girL.