this is some crap that is stucked in my head right now.
darn...
thomasang... thomasang... my handsome thomasang... ...
...what would adelseow do without you?
♥ adeL darling
thanks to my dear, i got to retype this a second time!
talk to mY LEFT hand, cos u are not RIGHT!
got a last minute request to go down to KELLYVILLE (never been there, didn't know it existed)
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Visited the largest pet shop ever at Windsor Rd, Kellyville (never thought i would walk in one, not an animal/pet fanatic)
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got chauffered to and from Kellyville (i made him do it, tired of driving people around)
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first time getting so close to puppies, kittens and baby birds (didn't touch them though, i'm just worried that i'll hurt them or that they will bite, but i don't think they will)
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saw a parrot that's one third the size of height for the first time (never knew they grow that big)
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shopped till late for the first time in australia till 8pm cos the shops here simply have no life except on thursdays
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bought a 'miss shop' top from Myers
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saw a FOX running towards the shortland mall at jesmond while i was pumping petrol
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FIRST time in my life that a car died on me (ah POK's battery went flat, and thanks for rizal my hero who saved the day or i'll be left out in the cold)
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ate the worst tasting "Maggi" brand noodles. totally tasteless
what an eventful day
♥ adeL darling
i watch a hindi movie today!!!
damn nice! haaha... their usual love stories but this is a melbourne based hindi show. the casts are all bollywood stars. damn good looking! haaha... makes me wanna fufil my white indian boyfriend dream...
♥ adeL darling
the day when our heart & hands first touched and decided to hold firmly to each other for life.
we are now 2 years 4 months and 2 days into our lifelong togetherness.
celebrate with us.
celebrate love.
=)
♥ adeL darling
i am feaking depressed.
i was contemplating whether to top up petrol tonight for tmr's sydney trip or top it up tmr and guess what, i decided to sacrifice my comfort and walk into the cold and drive my car out and i when i did, i hit into my neighbour's fence. now, my car has got a HUGE dent across the right back door and the paint cracked and dropped. how am i going to sell it before i leave? i think i can't drive. i'm a lousy driver. this is not the first time.
somebody slap me please.
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reading up for my assignment now to compensate for my idiocity (if there's such a word) and i came across this quote that makes a lot of sense to me:
...Establishing a relationship involves giving promises, maintaining a
relationship is based on fulfilment of promises...
(Gronroos, 1994)
♥ adeL darling
i saw the most disgusting sight in my entire life thus far this morning.
i usually close my room's door when i sleep at night even if i'm alone and yesterday night. i saw a 'xiao qiang' outside my room so i closed my door and stacked books at the bottom of the door so that 'xiao qiang' cannot get into my room. so probelm solved for the night. then i woke up this morning ans opened my door and i realized that the whole house stinks of sometime except my room. goodness. i knew it was the trash, the dustbin. and guess what, the curious idiotic me decided to see if it was really the trash and i went to lift the lift of the trash can and i sawMAGGOTS crawling all over inside the darned trash can. alot of maggots.
ewwW.
i feel sick.
al has been saying that he wants to wash the trash can ever since the first day i got here and he never did. i wouldn't mind doing it for him, like washing the toilet, the tash can, etc. but he never allowed me to help except weeding the backyard. cos he always says that he has a different way of doing those stuffs. *sign* alright.
anyways, away with that disgusting sight.
i went to alicia's place yesterday with april, jamie and BY. was supposed to do project the whole day but we found this site that has all the info that we need and since this project is not graded, we decided to just use that info and so we completed it in 15 minutes. haaaha. then we went for pizza hut's buffet for lunch and later bought groceries and lamb to cook for dinner and watched LOTR. all the food's deliciously delicious... haaha=) yup.
and i borrowed a hindi movie from alicia!!! yay... will watch it soon.
took this quiz from brenda's blog.
The Five Love Languages
My primary love languages are probably
Physical Touch and Quality Time.
Complete set of results
Physical Touch: | | 10 |
Quality Time: | | 10 |
Words of Affirmation: | | 5 |
Acts of Service: | | 3 |
Receiving Gifts: | | 2 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz
♥ adeL darling
i can't sleep.
i am still waiting.
i don't know why.
*sign*
♥ adeL darling
"The true meaning of life is to be found in the world rather than within man or his own psyche, as though it were a closed system....Human experience is essentially self-transcendence rather than self-actualization. Self-actualization is not a possible aim at all, for the simple reason that the more a man would strive for it, the more he would miss it.... In other words, self-actualization cannot be attained if it is made an end in itself, but only as a side effect of self-transcendence."
and by self-transcedence, i would suppose that it is a man' spiritual being instead that of a higher power above us like god. and self actulization seems to potray a perfect or ideal man. so ideal, it makes it difficult but not impossible to attain it.
after all, i believe that everything that happens, lies in our own hands.
♥ adeL darling
i hope i got the name of the place i went today correct.
went down to birubilli, anna bay at Port Stephens with rizal and gang for some sand surfing action!
DAMN fun man!
but i lost my balance on the board a couple of times and ended up eating sand and rolling down the steep sand dunes. got a cut on my left ankle but i was having so much fun that it didn't hurt as much as i would have usually felt. will upload the photos soon when i get it. this is the result of my ever failing memory of not bringing my digicam along on trips... hahaha but i got a whole lot of photos man... we took loads of "in-the-mid-air" photos while strolling by the beach.
the sea water is so CLEAR!!! so pristine clear like drinking water! how i wish all of u reading this could be here to enjoy this gorgeous place with me and take silly photos and run towards each other in slow motion like some drama mama.
will upload the photos soon.
..miss yaLL loads...
♥ adeL darling
damn it.
i have realised that i am addicted to biN.
i am a bin addict.
it feels like me being in cold turkey without bin.
ahhhHH
♥ adeL darling
i am on a tight budget from now on!
spent another AUD200 today at kathmandu again. yar... i can hear my mum nagging at me now that i am spending too much. hmmm... bought a pair of Salomon shoes for sailing. cost AUD130. much cheaper than the Helly Henson sailing shoes (AUD200) at Sturrocks at rushcutters bay and both serves the same function cos of their mesh-like design for maximum ventilation =) yup. was supposed to buy the helly hensons yesterday after the spinnaker class but sturrocks was closed by the time i got there. thank god it was closed, saved me AUD70. still thinking whether i should get the ortlieb bag (AUD60). and i bought another travel kit bag for my darling biN, a 1L platypus water bag and 4 mesh bags for myself. i have a fethish for black mesh bags.
god knows why.
watched "V for Vendetta" at Glendale today with al. pretty arty farty show. loved the shakespherian language; midsummers night, macbeth... felt kinda sad when V died. politics is after all a dirty job.
yup.
pictures of what i bought today...
and these are the ROXY bikini and mini skirt that i bought at Nelson Bay, Port Stephens.
that's all for now.
i'm waiting for biN to get home soon so that i can talk to him.
i hope he gets home soon.
hope is good, hopefully=)
i MISS him all the time...
awwW
♥ adeL darling
i think i'm a genius! i drove down to sydney by myself today for the C3 spinnaker lesson. left home at 5.30am cos i was afraid that i will be lost but didn't really miss any turns this time and i got to rushcutters bay at 8am. class starts at 9.30am. one and a half hours of free time. thank god i brought a book along to read =)
♥ adeL darling
today marks the start of my 2 weeks holiday =)
went down to port stephens (nelson bay, fingal bay, etc...) today. totally gorgeous place with beautiful beaches. will upload the photos when i get them from bingyu. yup. had loads of seafood! mussels, prawns, oysters, calamari, scallops, fish and loads of other food.
yummy!
and i bought a roxy mini skirt and a peacock green bikini.
sounds like crescent days where we used to wear peacock green skirts! i miss that colour so much!
haaha and it's so teenager-like to wear a roxy mini skirt.
will upload the photos soon too cos i left the stuffs in my car and am too lazy to walk out now to get them.
heh... spent so much today.
ok, enough of shopping!!!
♥ adeL darling
i spent $110.05 in half an hour at kotara. was supposed to meet al at the gym but i couldn't resist the temptation of the word " up to 60% sale".
haahaha...
such a typical girl!
anyways, so i abandoned my gym buddy and went for the sale.
sorry man. i tried so hard to drive away from kotara but my hands just steer me towards it.
a million apologies.
('_')
yup, so... kathmandu is this aussie & new zealander brand that according to al is quite good. they sold it in singapore but back then i thought it was some ulu brand like "sierra".
alright, so doubts are cleared now =)
my Raindance Jacket. U.P. AUD89.50 but i paid AUD35.80...
Heron fleece Jacket. U.P. AUD99.90. i paid AUD39.90...
thermaplus, active thermal wear. U.P. AUD59.95. i paid AUD19.95...
travel kit bag. U.P. AUD35.95. i paid AUD14.40... shopping makes me happy. retail therapy works so good on me.
no guilt, nothing, just pure joy...
...lalala... muacks...
♥ adeL darling
i took a photo of myself this afternoon before i left home to pick april, alicia and bing yu to go shopping down to kotara. i used to be the only asian walking down the mall but there were four of us today =) haaha... alright, photo time...
don't you guys just miss me?
p.s. hey there sweetheart, sorry that i wronged you but i was seriously pissed off. and i lost my mind. but you always knows how to pacify me and put things across and get things straight. but that doesn't mean anything.
i will still bite =)
just be really careful.
hahaha
♥ adeL darling
and so you are too god damn busy uploading your photos than to talk to me.
i am fine with it.
thanks man.
i see it finally.
♥ adeL darling
i seriously hate it when i get responses that are just interested in some other stuffs than listening to what i have to say.
it takes 2 hands to clap. and if i can plan it on my own, i would jolly well have done so. and may as well travel all by myself and do whatever i like on my own. sometimes, i think that my mum makes more effort in trying to get involved than anyone else though she doesn't really know what's going on but at least, i can see the effort.
i just cannot see it from u.
it's disappointing.
i know i can plan all the stuffs myself, or maybe some of it but what is companionship for? it is where we can work stuffs out together. maybe u see it differently. maybe i am just another girl, or another handbag, or another hanky to you.
♥ adeL darling
just got back from my 9 hours of weekend sailing lessons. i'm tempted to join the BMW winter racing series. very tempted. but i's a whooping AUD$2000! hmmm... should i? biN thinks that it's not worth it cos people actually get paid to go race but i have to pay to race cos i'm not a professional. will think about it. and the whole race is starting from 23 april till 16 july. it's too long a period. i wanna go home. i wanna travel. what should i do?
anyways, al had his spinnaker lesson today and so i took his car out for a ride to the city. was supposed to get to chinatown's market city within 15 minutes from rushcutter's bay but i took 90 minutes to get there and 90 minutes to come back cos i was lost. i'm a total map idiot. seriously. i must admit that i can't read maps. i was so scard that i would end up at some shit place and i did. i actually drove across anzac bridge by mistake on my way seacrching for MC and went down to wooloomolloo on my way back to rushcutters. i circled around chinatown about 5 times but just couldn't find my way into chinatown so i gave up finally, after 75 minutes of struggle. i parked at UTS and i thought that i saw market city located directly behind UTS as shown on the map but it wasn't. it took me 15mins to walk from the car park to market city. by the time i got there, i think i look like a 'xiao zha bo' cos it was 15 degree celcius and i'm the only idiot wearing t-shirt and shorts walking around town and freezing my ass off! i looked pathetic. and so i needed some retail therapy to save my sad soul and bought 3 tops in 20 minutes. heh... and then went to the asian supermarket to get brahims, wan wan and loads of crap food. cost $65 though and it's all crap food, maybe it's comfort food. will give them some benefit of doubt.
and i was seriously swearing at myself and the darn road naming systems when i was walking back to the car from market city cos i parked at thomas st and then it's not the thomas st that market city is on. what a dumb road naming system! 2 roads at different places, in the same area with the same names. and it doesn't lead to each other! and i was carrying so many things, food and clothes, and looked as though i'm running away from home with fully filled plastic bags.
haiz...i'm just blabbering.
it's 2 am in newcastle now.
i feel cold.
♥ adeL darling
finally a revamp after what seemed like donkey years. i'm tired. but not sleepy. it's surprising how i can stay awake doing up my blog and fall asleep when i do my assignments.
darling's leaving for hong kong on sun. hope everything goes on well.
sweetheart, don't get me anything k. you are all i need. come home safe =)
♥ adeL darling
finally done with my 2nd assignment. got 6 more to go. 4 due in May and 2 in June. but i am going to give myself a week holiday before i start work again.
can't wait for all to end.
can't wait to go home.
can't wait to hold my darling.
can't wait to hug my mum.
can't wait to irritate josh.
can't wait to squeeze bel to the corner of her bed.
can't wait to argue with my dad.
can't wait to see my grandma pretend to exercise.
can't wait any longer.
i miss home.
♥ adeL darling
made claypot chicken rice with al just now for dinner! tastes really authentic man! just like the ones in china town. haaahaha... thanks to mummy's recipe. called her before i cooked and we were so greedy that we cooked too much till the pot overflowed with ingredients and we couldn't cover the pot and had to transfer everything into a super huge pot! goodness. i bought lup cheong, salted fish and kai lan veges today just for the claypot rice =) and we cooked fried bee hoon and tung hoon yesterday. tastes damn good too. i was just telling al that we could set up a stall in front of the house and sell it to our ang moh neighbours. hmmm... and we made some cinnamon apples for dessert. yummy.
by the way, al's friend form port mc is coming over tmr to stay for the weekend. hope she's better than the canadians and not eat up all my groceries and dirty the toilet. *prays hard*
♥ adeL darling
i have so many wants and i already have all that i need.
humans. never satisfied with what i have. i want a seal line or ortlieb baja bag. it's a waterproof vinyl dry bag. i do not need it at all.
went for sailing class at 9 am this morning. as usual, i woke up first at 5am in the morning and then i got a shock while driving down to sydney cos i thought daylight savings end today. so i am one hour early for class. thank god the radio annouced that it starts on the 2nd of april. big fat apriL FOOLs joke i played on myself first thing in the morning. hahaha....
so the official announcement is: Daylight savings ENDs on the 2nd April 2006, Singapore will be 2 hours behind Aussie. yay. and it makes me happy cos i feel closer to home in terms of the shorter time difference.
and the 2nd sailing class was cancelled cos the wind was too strong. we are not allowed to sail when the wind is above 25 knots (nautical miles). and i have no sailing class tmr cos all of it is fully booked. what a waste. yup yup. that's all for now. will update again.
♥ adeL darling