run the redlights.

With a kiss, let us set out for an unknown world.

here are some long overdue photos...
JUST for Laughs =)
enjoy...

showing off our assets

don't we look like Models...hahaha.
don't you just love us!
muacks!

♥ adeL darling

I am officially broke. monetary wise. my mom just deposited 500 bucks into my account exactly 9 days ago and now, i am only left with a few cents in my bank. pathetic. where did all the money go? i didn't buy anything for myself or anyone. 200 bucks went to the car, 50 for petrol, and i guess i ate the rest up. i think i have a problem. i eat too much. i need to cut down on food consumption. yes and especially on pricey dinners and lunches.

stayed home the whole morning and afternoon yesterday cos i have been going out everyday since i got back and grams doesn't seem very please about that so in order not to make the only old lady at home not blow her top at me, i decided to stay home to read papers. but my attention span is really short. and i just can't stay home the whole day. bores the hell out of me. so got bel to go to school with me and met bin at SRC and we played badminton. and i ran 10 rounds round the hall. and guess what, all the workout kind of went to waste cos i asked bin to drive to upper thomson after the run and badminton so that we can have casuarina pratas for supper. goodness. i'm greedy. i am a glutton. STOP me from eating...

♥ adeL darling

at bin's place now
we went for a swim at safra. finally some exercise since i got back last monday. time flies man. can't believe that i am back home for good. kinda miss aussie. miss al's place. though it gets a little lonely at times but i get the privacy and freedom to do whatever i wanna do. it's not as thou i am up to any monkey business but i just enjoy the laid back life. yeah. i would wanna go back to that life style when i have the capability to.

♥ adeL darling

allow me to back track alittle...

23rd June
our special day.
our anniversary
i had a dinner date with another guy instead of him
met him after a damn unsatisfying dinner at kuishinbo
he showered me with love, kisses and gifts
headed down to Max Brenner
queued up for ten minutes
got sick of the long queue
he decided to splurge on me
walked to Marina Mandarin for tea
food's not fantastic
ambience was totally perfect
kinda romantica...

25th June
woke up at 0730
decided to head down to MacRitchie for a walk
called him
he said it may rain
and it sure did
went with him for his appointment at sembawang
headed to his grams
drove home for lunch at his mom's palce for finner
i love her cooking
drove along CTE towards town
idiot motorist hit my car while squeezing through the slow traffic
and sped off
rear lamp chipped
heart shattered
freaked my darling out

i am tired now
but u
thank you
i love ya....

♥ adeL darling

i hate feelings. someone said that we can control our thoughts, how we want to feel and look at each situation. i know it's true. but if i refuse to let my mind over my body, i don't think anyone one can change the way i think. and yes, i get influenced easily. i may go if you let me slide off your hands so often and easily.

♥ adeL darling

i am home
=)

♥ adeL darling

let's talk about accountability.
i didn't like it.
but i appreciated the fact that you let me know.
at least now i know what i have been like.
it's all about communication between us.
about talking things out and through so that we will work out.
=)

♥ adeL darling

went out for dinner with the guys. a farewell dinner to me. i am leaving for good. yay. i MISS home and i'm going to miss these peeps too cos they made my life bearable in newcastle. so here are them.

at scratchleys, near newcastle railway, newcastle city.
thanks guys =)

♥ adeL darling

things did not go very well today. wanted to tour newcastle myself but god knows what got into me. i drove really recklessly today. my mind just went blank a couple of times and i nearly bump into 2 old ladies on my way to kotara and into 2 young kids on my way home. scared the hell out of them and myself. i was so close to hitting them. thank god for protecting them and waking me up. =) and my plan for the day was off. cos i think i needed to rest. better that way. or i may just kill someone.

sometimes, i think i just need to talk to someone. living in aussie for 4 months, somehow, made me stronger i guess. i used to be so afraid of the dark and staying alone in the house all by myself and i will get so paranoid that i will switch on all the lights at home and go to sleep even though i sleep with my door closed. these days, i just turn all of them off and keep the one in room on. u see, just when i am getting comfortable with life here, enjoying every single moment of my life, i got to pack up and go home. i love home. but the lifestyle back at home always make me loose my cool. staying in aussie gave me the time to think and reflect about stuffs that i did not want to face back at home. i realised how important people are to me. that nothing beats my family. that when i need to talk, i know who i can count on. and that nothing is impossible. i used to think that alot of things in life are unreachable because of who i am, because of the circumstance that i am in. but i have come to realise that everything lies in my hands. as long as i have the courage to take the first step, all will turn out fine. i never thought i could do alot of things and never thought i will have the chance to but i did them all here. i was given a situation that i had to depend on myself and that no one could help me and i am still alive and kicking now and i love the feeling when all bad things end. i love this feeling. i love the fact that i am embracing life the way it is. that i am enjoying every single step that i take=) thank you for all that you have given me.

♥ adeL darling

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