darn.
all because of the bloody ass. to hell you go. i have no compassion for people who create problems for others and not love themselves. for if they do not love themselves, they are not worthy of anyone's love.
i am currently a research assistant in school and am paid rather reasonably. but the master's student kept making us wait and dragging the meeting time. take today for example. the meeting was supposed to be at 11am but M msged at 10am to postpone it to 2pm. den i rushed down from rou's place, taking a taxi so that i can reach school at 2pm but when i got there, K said that M postponed it to 3pm den when it was finally 3pm, M came in and said that the Dr.'s meeting is still not over and we got to wait till 4.30pm. and when it was finally 4.30pm, and we finally met Dr., he sounded as though he's in a rush and ended the whole discussion in an hour.
i wasted my whole day. waiting for a dumb meeting which was not productive, cos they were all smoking their way through.
and den they decided to fix another meeting on fri. i CAN'T! i got a job orientation to attend. what is freaking wrong with the school. u cant just call a meeting as and when u like. i have my own schedule and commitments too. and i went off at bin today when i went to fetch him from the harbourfront ferry terminal. poor guy. he just let me go off at him without retaliating. and after that i felt sorry. and apologised. he said he understands. it's alright. aww... so sweet. and he bought me a genuine polo ralph shirt from the store in Batam cos it's cheaper as they have the factory there. i like it. pink and green. sounds weird. but looks good. ok, i have weird taste. and he knows.
i AM A MEAN PIG.
i am sorry my love.
*hugs*
♥ adeL darling
