is he happy?
so, i did not have my fateful supper that day.
we quarrel all the time, ok, maybe bicker. we have sweet times. times when we think of the stuff that we did together when we were young [not that we are that old now] makes us smile ear to ear. the feeling that that someone will be there for me no matter what is good. i had thoughts of growing old with this boy. a boy when i knew him and still a boy after all these years. he never grows up in my heart. how i wished we were still living in the good old times when you were still schooling. i think i just can't get off the fact that you can no longer be with me 24/7 cos of work commitments. and i know you will say "i am always here for you dear". it is different when you say it and when you are physically here with me. i am demanding, unreasonable and a total piggified idiot at times. and i know it. i know my temper. my 10-minute "do whatever you want k!" answer. but through all that crap that you got to take from me, you still shower me with your unconditional love. i could never understand why you can give in to me. i love your magnanimous heart. how i wished i had a teeny weeny bit of yours.
to make me a better person.
do you think we will grow old together?
do you, the boy of my dreams, think we will still hold hands and stroll by the beach when we are both old and saggy?
do you think we have what it takes to make us last forever?
do you love me?
i DO =)
♥ adeL darling
