i'm feeling great. ignoring the school work that's piling up, everything in my life is close to perfect. never been better. i love everything that i'm doing now. a totally optimistic person now. heh. don't know why. haa.. maybe cos biN gave me a surprise house visit just now. i know. it may sound so "not exciting" but i love it when he just pop up at my place and we both sit down and watch tv and enjoy each others company. i love him to bits!
♥ adeL darling
Saturday, October 28, 2006Y
have been catching a whole lot of movies these days despite the heavy workload. sometimes i just have to unwind. so the best way is to catch a movie, get popcorn and drinks, hold on to bin's hand, sit back, relax and enjoy the wide screen show. so... here comes the movies that i have watched: Rob-B-hood The Departed Death Note My summer of Love The Prestige
heh... 'The Prestige' is really good and please don't ever watch 'My summer of Love'.
♥ adeL darling
Wednesday, October 25, 2006Y
i am disgusted by MY unwillingness to strive. by my laid back and non-competitive nature. haa...
♥ adeL darling
Monday, October 23, 2006Y
haaha... yup, the time of the month. my darling boy, thank you for all you have shown and taught me. muacks always!
p.s. don't forget your date with me for the Halloween party this sat!
♥ adeL darling
Sunday, October 22, 2006Y
bad traffic tricky taxi drivers scheming concierge personnels slept at 3am every night sweet-talker tailor night markets duck kway teow supper fuji sushi and sashimi 2 hours full body massage authentic thai food tom yam gung bbq tiger prawns garlic prawns curried crab milk-gravy crab sambal kangkung oyster omelete crab meat omelette sharks' fin fish maw thai coconuts night markets again shopping bargaining shopping bargaining bought dress 3 tops MBK paragon bras Ocean world central world isetan platinum phatumun local food pdts realised that we are bad at bargaining shopped with jeremy and my darling never knew jerry is that fat walked into a third world side of bangkok total eye opener the girls are nicer people than i expected he taught me not to judge too quickly had a damn good time with my boy thanks darling! muacks...
♥ adeL darling
Monday, October 09, 2006Y
yesterday
me: dear, don't you think that we are still very sweet after all these years? him: ya, don't you like it? me: i love it =)
today at 6pm,
him: hey, u free on the 18th to 20th oct? me: why? him: want a holiday? thailand? me: i'll call u back in 5 minutes. me: (5 mins later) yes!
♥ adeL darling
Friday, October 06, 2006Y
i feel miserable and disgusted with my school work. i think i am exhausted. i have been sick AGAIN for one week. and i don't feel good about anything i do. to tell the truth, i'm into the 8th week of school and i have not done any work. i do not know what i am learning. i attend all my lectures faithfully and listen with open ears. i do not remember anything the lecturers have said or gone through. i did not contribute to my project work. i think my team mates are suffering silently. i am serious lagging behind. and you do not understand. i rush from places to places everyday for the past week. i do not know whether what i was rushing for was worth my time. i move aimlessly. i try to go with the flow, but somehow, i got lost. i thought i was going to break into many pieces, and i wish i did if that brings me my sanity. i lost faith in you. i detest the yr 3 who was supposed to help me but created more work for me. and i got him sacked from the research team. i refuse to accept the fact that i have planned and shelved everything for the zoo trip tmr, only to find out that i have to go with a bunch of superficial, egoistic and stuck-up people. and i hate crowds. and there are 20 people going. i wanted to help. and now i think i need help. i think i was happier last time. somehow, i don't think i enjoy the rollercoaster kind of life.