run the redlights.

With a kiss, let us set out for an unknown world.

i went to collect my ortho-K lens today. finally =)
hope it really does help my eyes to feel better or i will ah-cha spectacle hut!

wanted to go to geylang lor 17 for tim sum with mum and bin, but it was so packed! no parking space at all so we went to bedok blk 85 instead. yumz..

♥ adeL darling

he told me on the night of my birthday after dinner at Halia:

you deserve only the best

thank you darling
muacks

♥ adeL darling

born this very day in 1984.

i am 23 and proud of it.

muacks!

♥ adeL darling

blow me away...

♥ adeL darling

i feel that i have taken too much. maybe i am getting too comfortable. i am becoming a person that i feared i will turn into. is it because things are getting on too well again and i just want to find trouble with it. is there a problem? why don't i just jump into the band wagon first. why am i thinking so much. am i afraid that i will make a wrong decision? i do not want to do it just out of obligation. but i kept convincing myself that i may really enjoy as long as there is you and i am happy. is that really true? tell me what is happiness. is it when u always have that someone with you? is it when people around you are happy. is it when u realised that u are totally selfless. it is when you have forgotten that what really matters most is not yourself? what is selflessness? is it difficult to attain that? i kept running away year after year to find answers only to be brought back to the same reason that made me left. i hope it will be different this year. but i want to go. fly to somewhere far away to work. but i felt held back. like unfinish business. there is an internal struggle within me. i kept saying and you kept brushing it aside. i felt like a naggy old lady and you kept thinking that i am just blabbering. sometimes i wonder if my actions speak louder than what i say. maybe they do for that period of time when i really decide to leave and for the time i am gone only. i will only know by the end of april.

♥ adeL darling

start doing!

♥ adeL darling

had a great time with my darling.
A total pig-out with the boy.
we bought loads of KFC, mashed potatoes, coleslaw, fish soup, bak chor mee, fried fish rice, milo, lemonade and wine. and sat in our cosy room and EAT.
haaha...yes, my favorite eating partner.

New year resolution:
To do what I have always wanted.

♥ adeL darling

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