this is ridiculous.
and den my itchy hands went to try putting a CAP of 3.5 (which i hope to get by the end of year 4) and the average i have to score during year 4 sem 2 is a CAP of 5.31 which is absurd cos getting an average of A/A+ for all subjects will only get me a CAP 5.
whatever it is, now i know i will never get Second Class (Lower).
maybe not even a Third Class Honours.
I just want to know whether it is important to me.
I thought it wasn't, and that it doesn't matter to me but i guess it does now.
was with my project mates yesterday doing the last project of this semester and somehow the girls ended up talking about their CAP, about how bad they score and all and when i said i scored badly too, one of the girls said that she got an A- and that is very bad cos it pulled her CAP down and all that bullshit and i just SHUT her off instantaneously.
what the fish.
i got a B- and i thought that i did a good job by not getting a C.
whatever.
different people got different expectations of themselves.
mine is just there, at the level which i am not that disappointed with myself, that as long as i get a degree i will be happy, be it what class it is. but i think that SUBconsciously, i do care. so does everyone else out there who say that they don't.
we are just trying to make ourselve feel better.
but am i really feeling good?
♥ adeL darling
