forgot to add on my last post. got dead drunk on wed night at phuture and had to be carried out by the bouncer. so super embarrassing! claire and jo couldn't lift me up and i just slump on the floor... i guess it was a sad sight. damN unglam! and claire had to call bin cos no one knew how else to get me home except biN. thanks sweetheart! yar.. and piyapong and derrick and gang were there too and biN said that derrick shouted out to the drunk me that "adel! wake up or i'm going to kiss you!" faints. derrick didn't know that biN is my other half till claire told him to quieten down... no wonder biN kept asking me who's derrick... haa he's jealous but i think he's kind of pissed too to see me in such a state. i couldn't remember most of the things that happened. i could hear murmurs but i couldn't move nor respond. i was just pure dead. and biN was supposed to watch a movie with jerm and gang and he had to walk out half way into the show after claire's SOS call at 2am. he had to carry me home and bel said that biN's so sweet, he cleaned me up, my face and all cos i was in such a filthy state with puke on my hair and face and biN was so dripping with sweat cos i was so heavy... come to think of it, i think i look disgusting and pathetic. i'm sorry sweetie, not going to drink so much anymore! you have my word!