i just feel so scared living alone in a big house which is 2-storey high cos when night falls, the streets gets really dark and quiet and my neighbours get really quiet too and i just can't stand the thought that i am all by myself. i just freak out. my only comfort is the internet when i get home cos nothing on the tv really interest me. i find comfort talking and chatting to people online now. something which i do not do back in singapore.
thou i made new friends, all singaporean freshies at newy, i just feel so lonely when i get home, an empty shell. no one to talk to about my day in school, no one for me to cry to, no one to hug me when i'm sad and scared.
and today, i being the usual stubborn girl, refused to take another bus. express bus 223 was on the bus stop list but it didn't turn up and i insisted on waiting for that darn bus but it did not turn up after 2 hours of waiting and i finally decide to take the alternative bus 225.
i'm damn stubborn. this just proves it.
i miss home, i mis my friends, i miss bin.
♥ adeL darling
