i cooked bak kut teh for the first time ever in my life. tastes damn good man! i give it 10/10. hahaaha. the picture can't really show much of my effort. but i took 3 hours preparing it and also a special dip (chilli padi+garlic+ginger+lime juice) for the bak kut. i love to do things like this alone. cooking slowly, putting in all my heart and effort to make it taste as good as those food i miss. i enjoy driving alone down the highway and to anywhere cos no one will tell me to slow down or that i have crossed a lane or that i have not signaled. i like going to gym myself, at least i know no one familar will be watching me sweating my ass out. i love solitude. sometimes. if only bin's here with me. i will do everything that i like to do alone with him. when we are together, there is no