sometimes, i think i just need to talk to someone. living in aussie for 4 months, somehow, made me stronger i guess. i used to be so afraid of the dark and staying alone in the house all by myself and i will get so paranoid that i will switch on all the lights at home and go to sleep even though i sleep with my door closed. these days, i just turn all of them off and keep the one in room on. u see, just when i am getting comfortable with life here, enjoying every single moment of my life, i got to pack up and go home. i love home. but the lifestyle back at home always make me loose my cool. staying in aussie gave me the time to think and reflect about stuffs that i did not want to face back at home. i realised how important people are to me. that nothing beats my family. that when i need to talk, i know who i can count on. and that nothing is impossible. i used to think that alot of things in life are unreachable because of who i am, because of the circumstance that i am in. but i have come to realise that everything lies in my hands. as long as i have the courage to take the first step, all will turn out fine. i never thought i could do alot of things and never thought i will have the chance to but i did them all here. i was given a situation that i had to depend on myself and that no one could help me and i am still alive and kicking now and i love the feeling when all bad things end. i love this feeling. i love the fact that i am embracing life the way it is. that i am enjoying every single step that i take=) thank you for all that you have given me.
♥ adeL darling
