my ah ma passed away on 13 August, last Sunday night. i will always remember how i felt when i lost my ah ma. it was and still is fresh in my head. such immense pain and heartache. tears still fill my eyes when i think of her.
through it all, the wake, the funeral, i saw a different side of people. people whom i thought who were true to ah ma and people who were not. i saw misunderstandings building up and clearing up. i saw care and concern shown among my ah ma's children. i know deep inside my heart that i have not spent enough time with my family. that my family needs me more than anyone else. that people around me are always concerned. i saw things that i never knew. i realised stuffs about my friends when they came. i know more about my parents. i kinow that my parents are folks who put in alot of effort to see that things go well. and that ah ma was right.
i know that my ah ma is well taken care of now in heaven. i know that my brother is trying to take in the fact. i know who is true to us. thank you ah ma for letting me see a different side of life.