i am begining to feel like a headless chicken. i don't know what i am heading to. what my goals are. i get affected by other people's opinion too easily. no mind of my own. i am an idiot. i talk nothing but air.
on our way to Casuarina for our 2nd dinner and josh's first... dad asked: what do u intend to do after u graduate next year? me: i want to work overseas. dad: what not where. josh: u are not answering his question. me: i know. i don't know.
depressing. this is what life is. it creeps up to you slowly as you age, troubling you with earthly norms and expectations that you have to meet and fulfil.
i have not done anything worth mentioning this entire week. once again, my life is ebbing away like when i was in JC. i think i am losing it. i am tired of studying. 4 years is too long. tired of meeting and talking to superficial people. SF was telling me over lunch that "everybody is going to be nice to you as long as your interests do not conflict". how true.
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anyways, some photos...
SAF's Open House [3rd Sept]
dear dear was telling me that the parachuters look like bird shit. haa. so he was once a bird shit.
Labrador Park [6th Sept]
darling drove me there so that i can fulfil my site visit requirement for a module, Natural Heritage of Singapore, about floral and fauna. but it was so freaking warm and sunny that i gave up after 30 minutes. will visit it again another day.